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I have this very strong urge to move abroad again. A year ago I felt like staying put would be the best thing and I established my company here which makes me bound to Sweden because I need to pay taxes here. If I move abroad it means that I need to transfer my company to the other country, start paying my taxes there and learn an entirely new tax system. Which is manageable but still like, a thing that I need to do and I need to make sure that I’m not going to regret it again after a year because i don’t know how difficult it is to go back. I miss nature a lot and I’m realizing that I can’t really get it here in the same way and the south of Sweden is becoming this incredibly frightening place to me with far right governments and elevated crime and I know it’s unhealthy to sit inside and read the news and become scared but it’s not fun here anymore. If you move into the cities it’s cramped and expensive and stripped of nature. If you move out to the countryside it’s just full of racists and narrow minded people. but it’s like that everywhere. In various degrees. Anyway I have been thinking about the northwest of Ireland (not Northern Ireland but like Galway or Mayo) or the north of Scotland (like all the way up in Caithness or Orkney or Shetland) and it’s probably incredibly naive but I’m thinking about it all the time. One way to get closer to nature that unfortunately won’t get rid of racists is just to move up north a little bit. Like back to Småland or Öland again maybe. All I’m saying is that I’ve stayed in Malmö now for four days and I hate it already.

I also really need a dog because if I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life and move away from the little family I have left I’m going to go insane without animals in my life.

I have a such a headache and too much time to think about Bad Stuff™️ and I also really want some of that pistachio pasanda I had in scotland and some coriander naan

I got tagged by my darling @babyegg to post selfies from 2018. Which was truly a no selfie year as these are pretty much the nine only selfies of 2018. I cut my hair really short but I have no documentation of it? Oh well.

I tag @guild3nsterns and @minikvelp and anyone else who wants to do it!